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I don't know why, but I love this picture...

Repair My Task 2

I've done my task, but I think that my task is too short, let me check it and make a new one. As a people, I need friend. Everybody can't deny that they need somebody else in their life. We also know, although we try to be independent, finally we still need friend. We can't live alone, do anything alone, and go to anywhere alone. Even a backpacker, also need to ask somebody about the direction. It's clearly that we need somebody else.
Some problems which we have to face is how if we don't like our friend because of their mistake that they done to us? Can we give they an apologize as easy as we can do? I don't think that all of us can do that. Honestly, for me itself, it's hard to do. I always that I the right one, and the other false. But my boyfriend said, "I know it's hard to do. But, just imagine, how if that condition happen to you? You must be confused and need someone to share or even to forgive you, right?" Yes, that's right. I spend my time to learn to apologize somebody, not to punish them, because nobody's perfect in the world.

As I try it in my life, I feel the effect, slow but sure, i try to forgive somebody's mistake for me, hope that the other also did it to me. Now, I feel more free. Believe it, that it good for your soul...








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Palangkaraya, I'm in Love...

This picture is captured by my friend. It taken when we were waiting the bus, which will deliver us to Kahayan River. Even we didn't win the competition, but we were happy, because, it the first time for almost of us to going to Kalimantan.....

Friend time

Task 2 (Let Me Blog It!!)

I have friends, and for me, I learned about many things that I didn't get at school. But I learned something from my boyfriend (see, there is "friend" included in it). I learned about forgiveness and how to accept somebody who not perfect and had did mistakes to you. It's hard to do of course, but I have to. There's quote said "forgiven not forgotten". For me, it's true because my mindset is I can forgive someone but I don't know, can I forget someone's mistake. So my boyfriend said, "I know it's hard to do. But, just imagine, how if that condition happen to you? You must be confused and need someone to share or even to forgive you, right?" Yes, that's true, I try to forgive the mistake, not to punish the man who made mistake, because nobody's perfect, and live must go on, I don't want to fall any longer.
And then, even it's hard to do, I have to do. Now, I feel the effect, a little bit, that forgiving is good for your soul, try it, feel it, and we will love our live more than before.

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cikimikicici: The Strange Days!!!

cikimikicici: The Strange Days!!!

The Strange Days!!!

Quote menyoal "I hate Monday" mendadak sering saya alami. Ironisnya, hal itu sudah berlangsung selama hampir 1 bulan ini. Alibi kuliah yang full di hari tersebut dan masih diteruskan adanya latihan reguler paduan suara di jam 6 sore, agaknya tidak relevan untuk dipersalahkan. Tapi saya sadar, yang saya rasakan ini sumbernya adalah diri saya sendiri. Baik, satu masalah terpecahkan. Masalah berikutnya adalah, saya tidak tahu alasan yang menyebabkan saya merasakan hal ini. Saya terus-menerus mencari dan pada akhirnya tereus-menerus pula tak menemukan apa-apa. Lantas dengan seenak puser saya mulai menyalahkan banyak orang yang sebenarnya (atau sekedar pembelaan diri mungkin turut andil pada kondisi saya sekarang ini) tidak bersalah.
Akhirnya, setelah bermalam-malam saya merenung, saya mendapat sedikit pencerahan, kondisi ini karena saya TERTEKAN!!! Tekanan yang sebenarnya bisa saya olah sehingga (semoga) bisa berubah menjadi semacam motivasi, justru membuat saya sempat blank untuk beberapa waktu. Tekanan dari banyak pihak membuat saya harus perfect pada apa yang saya kerjakan. Jujusr saja, sulit kan untuk bisa begitu? Saya orangnya fleksibel, menyesuaikan keadaan dan kondisi saja. Lalu, bagaimana keadaan sekarang? Saya masih mengolah pergolakan batin saya sehingga kelak saya akan tegak dan tersenyum pada dunia.


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Bored and Tired

I have a lot of  homework to do, and I realized that those tasks even not goes to "almost done". Poor me. So, to anticipate that, me and my friends made a schedule to arrange what task will we do for that day. 'Till today, we still have about 14 tasks to do and we have to submit before the mid test. Hahahaha... I don't know why our lovely lectures gave us so many tasks. If one day is more than 24 hours, I'm sure, that all the tasks will be done. So, the best way is, start to do, one by one, 'till done...

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